Unfulfilled dream in a dream.

Its different forms of a same woman depicting various emotions. I tried using bright colors like blue; red and orange to show a shady emotion like a flashing smile on the face could be a reason of suppressing pain. As every painting is; it is a visual representation or objectification of a feeling. It was a great stress reliever for me. It was one of the beautiful art experience; when your just one with the painting and nothing around you really matters. And I realized; that it so truly said; what a poor life without painting!!

The joy of benevolence!

My restlessness sleeps,
Only in your arms,
You nullify me,
You mellow me down.

Having searched you,
I have discovered myself.
Having loved you,
I have loved myself.

Love would be so beautiful,
I never thought,
There was deeper romance,
In moments we fought.

Known have I,
Pleasures and pains,
Life is,
Sometimes to loose,
Sometimes to gain.

Some memories to hold,
Woven in words like a cage.
Some memories to loose,
Are with tears on page.

I have lost myself in you,
No hopes, wishes now left.
No complaints,
No desires aloofly kept.

The joy of benevolence,
I have now known,
It doesn’t matter,
Malevolence you have shown!
It doesn’t matter,
Malevolence you have shown!

My restlessness sleeps,
Only in your arms,
You nullify me,
You mellow me down.

19th-century, Neoclassicism. By Antonio Canova.

Take me
Oh take me to the land Unknown,
Land of joy,
Land of esctacy,
Let me fly with thee,
Oh take me,
Oh take me....!!!

Loved this sculpture by Antonio Canova it belongs to Neo-calssicism period.

Delhi 6..!!

Abhishek Bachan is sooooooo cuttteeeeeeeeee...!!I was just hoping that he pops out of the screen somehow....!!!Thanks to my friend who took me for this film.:).Thanku..thanku..thanku...!!:)
I can go on and on saying Abhishek Truly rocks!
I loved this film.Liked how Ramayan and the film are connected!
Only thing the climax could have been a little better its looks little incomplete towards the end!
But I can see the film again so that I can see Abhishek Bachan again dancing.
He is so hot....!!!:)...!!
And the song...masak kali ..masak kali...matak kali....matak kali...!!!
Amazing song...!!
Good film I could not understand why the theatre was empty.People go and watch this film!
Go...!!!:)..!!

A hymn Very close to my heart!

Whenever I feel low this hym definately makes me feel light.Wanted to share it with everyone.
Here it goes,
One Day at a Time
I'm only human
I'm just a woman
Lord, help me to believe in all I could be
And all that I am
Show me the stairway
I have to climb
Lord for my sake,
teach me to take
One day at a time
One day at a time, sweet Jesus
That's all I'm asking from you
Just give me the strength to do everyday
What I have to do
Yesterday's gone, sweet Jesus
And tomorrow may never be mine
Lord help me today,
show me the way
One day at a time
Do you remember when you walked among men
Well Jesus you know,
If your looking below
It's worse now than then
Cheating and stealing,
Violence and crime,
So for my sake,
teach me to take
One day at a time.
This hym really holds some magic in it.You can only feel better after singing this.:).

Crawford Market!

There’s this place in Crawford market where they trade animals.
I had been there recently with one of my friend. He wanted to buy guinea pigs.
That place just portrays how malicious man can be.
The animals out there were in vulnerable conditions! There were birds, cats, dogs, rabbits and others! The birds were just dumped into small cages! So many birds in one cage! There was no place for them to move around forget about flying! All the animals out there had a helpless look on their face! The cats and dogs were kept in small cages too. There was hardly any space for them to walk around. The place was stinking badly!
You cage poor animals with no fault of theirs? I mean, how mean can one be?
How is it not against the law I wonder?
If they were taken good care yet it’s understandable. It was so depressing to see them there!
And I felt helpless standing there too because I could not do anything for them!
But only sigh!
How very cruel of man!!!
One should just sue all the owners of this industry!

Everything holds a price tag!

WHY are we so judgmental about people all the time?
We never relate to anyone on a basic level. We always built up a barricade while meeting/knowing anyone!
How often we hold prejudices against people. And the worst is which am sure happens with most of us we start rating everyone around and divide human beings in masses and classes!
Rightly said, “Everything holds a price tag”. That’s what we do to everyone around!
We act consciously/sub consciously according to our rating to that person!
Why can’t we just be pleasant to one and all?
Why Discriminate?
In our day to day life we try to discriminate at smaller levels too. An employer and an employee, a senior and junior, rich and the poor!
Why don’t we treat everyone on a basic human to human level?
Why all the fuss?

Reminds me of this song:
Imagine no possessions
I wonder if you can
No need for greed or hunger
A brotherhood of man
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world
You may say that I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will live as one

TREAT HUMAN BEINGS AS HUMAN BEINGS.

Reviews on Billu Barber!

I had given up on watching films in theatre’s a while ago and people wondered how could I be so much away from Bollywood! Recently saw this film Billu Barber chiefly because I like this actor Irrfan Khan.Hes a fine stage artist and other is dint have much to do at that point of time.:).
I often felt seeing SRK films that even if hes shown as a Layman in the movie there is this stardom which reflects on his face forever.In this film hes been shown as a great star so I dint have issues here.:).He was suppose to act like a big star.Like hes said the King Khan.
Irrfan Khan did a fantastic job. He portrays the character with perfection.Lara Datta, from no angle she looks like a village girl (gaav ki gauri), she looks too polished even when dressed in rags or may be her features don’t allow her to look like a village girl.
The visual effects of the film are really bad! One can easily make out which shots are blue screened shots!
The story moves fine and some camera angles were taken nicely.
And I liked one/two songs.
So overall this film dint make me like the pop corns more.:)..!!
Great Job Mr.Irfan Khan.:).!

Who am I?

Who am I?
I'm a painting left in dark,
I'm a candle losing spark
I'm a failure's last attempt
I'm a tear without contempt
I'm a single drop of rain
I'm a little joy in the pain
I'm the whole
I'm the vacuum
Well who am I?
I'm a bird who wants to fly
I'm a fish left out in the dry
I'm the last breath of the dead
I'm the beggars only bread
I'm the empty glass of wine
I'm a left undiscovered shrine
Well who am I?
I'm a crumpled paper thrown in the bin
I'm a forgotten, but once cherished hymn,
I'm a perfume bottle out of the rack
I'm a closed door jam-packed.
I'm a unattended call
I'm a thrown away, unsightly, ugly foolish doll
Well who am I?
I'm a homeless leaf
reaching the ground…
I'm lost,
I won't be found
I'm lost,
I won't be foundI'm lost,
I won't be found……!!!!!
Well who am I?